March 15, 2026
EGO-Let go
Send a text Ego is one of Tombo Baldwin’s most vulnerable and practical episodes yet. Recording from San Carlos, Mexico, Tombo opens up about a deeply personal experience—major dental work, losing his front teeth, and adapting to partial dentures—and uses it as a real-time example of what it looks like to lay down shame, quiet the super ego, and live authentically anyway. This episode explores the difference between a healthy ego and what Tombo calls the super ego—the wounded, overprotective,...
Ego is one of Tombo Baldwin’s most vulnerable and practical episodes yet. Recording from San Carlos, Mexico, Tombo opens up about a deeply personal experience—major dental work, losing his front teeth, and adapting to partial dentures—and uses it as a real-time example of what it looks like to lay down shame, quiet the super ego, and live authentically anyway.
This episode explores the difference between a healthy ego and what Tombo calls the super ego—the wounded, overprotective, prideful version of ourselves that develops through pain, dysfunction, criticism, and survival. He explains that while we do need ego for identity, stability, and groundedness, the super ego is what keeps us defensive, controlling, afraid of embarrassment, and cut off from peace.
Tombo shares how healing has helped him move from shame and self-protection into a place where he can talk openly about something that once would have deeply embarrassed him. Along the way, he ties together some of his biggest themes: peace as the pathway, gratitude as a catalyst, and healing as the doorway to your best reality now.
The episode also goes deeper into Tombo’s spiritual framework. He describes how divine hardware within us—our God-given ability to receive truth, guidance, healing, and clarity—gets buried under woundedness, bad habits, programming, and fear. But as we forgive ourselves, love ourselves, ask honest questions, and identify places of dysfunction, that buried antenna begins to resonate again. Healing flows in. Old patterns lose power. Peace and gratitude rise naturally.
At its core, Ego is about transformation:
- replacing shame with self-forgiveness
- replacing self-protection with humility
- replacing false identity with true purpose
- and learning to say thank you to the parts of you that kept you alive… while also letting them retire
Tombo closes with a message of hope: you can heal, you can rewrite old pain, you can become who you were meant to be, and you can start doing it now. Even in awkward, imperfect, very human moments.
Bottom line: when the super ego rests, healing begins—and when healing begins, peace, gratitude, purpose, and your best reality now start showing up in ways you never thought possible.
What you agree with gains permission to operate in your life.
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Well, welcome all you amazing people out there.
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Hey, if I'm sounding a little different today, you're gonna find out why.
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It's not just because I'm in Mexico, but I've had some stuff done.
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And you're like, wow, Tom.
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But let's first give credit where credit is due.
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You are amazing.
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You're doing amazing.
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You are doing the hard work.
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And I'm so proud of you.
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And keep it up because it is totally worth it.
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Hey, we'll just get into it.
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And boy, last time I did this, I put a little echo on and it seemed to help with the clarity.
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And maybe some of you are being driven crazy by that.
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And if you are, I apologize, but I kind of liked it.
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So that's the way we're gonna do it.
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So appropriate today to do this podcast on this day on this subject.
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Today, we are gonna talk about the ego.
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We're gonna talk about the good and the bad and the ugly of the ego.
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And I am prepped and ready for that because this week I went to the dentist and I feel like I've done a lot of work on my ego and so I can actually get to this place where I can actually share authentically, honestly, with clarity and focus to you guys the work I had done.
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I have four teeth.
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Part of it is my fault.
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Part of it is genetics.
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My mom has not such great teeth.
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Also, my brother has not such great teeth.
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And when I was younger, I had braces on for way too long because my parents got divorced and divorce is a hard thing on everybody, including kids.
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Well, my braces stayed on, oh, about six years to a year.
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It was too long, so four plus six.
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You can do the math.
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Too long.
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Took a toll on my teeth.
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And during that time, there was a lot of instability, so my oral hygiene was not monitored and so I developed some bad habits.
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So this week, I had a bunch of dental work done as I've been having done.
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But part of that is, well, let me give you even more backstory.
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When I was in high school, I also got punched in the face and my two front teeth were loosened and the dentist at the time, or orthodontist at the time, said, hey, you can lose these teeth at any point in the future, no telling when, but they look good for now.
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And you're like, oh, that's great news.
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Well, long story short, this week, I lost two of my front teeth, a little traumatic.
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It's, you know, I, after I was sitting in the chair and I had work building up to this, getting rid of some teeth, filling some teeth, just getting work done here down in Mexico, which the dentist here is amazing, but I've had some time to prep because I knew this was gonna happen probably for about three weeks now.
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And getting my mind around it and, yeah, losing your two front teeth, at first I thought I was gonna lose them right away so I'd be down here in community without two front teeth and without any replacements.
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And I had prepped myself to be ready for that and you're like, wow, Tom, we're going deep into this ego thing.
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How could you even do that?
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I would hide inside the RV.
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And I don't know how.
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It's because I feel like God has honored me, Yeshua HaMashiach, my salvation.
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I feel like the originator of this quantum kingdom of heaven realm that we've been talking about and living in and accessing the principle has helped me broach some of these issues where I can actually go there and I wouldn't be embarrassed.
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I can live in community.
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I can even live in community with snide comments and such, but I didn't want to.
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And so we asked the dentist if there was a way that we could prolong that so I could have those teeth pulled when the other teeth were ready.
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And you're like, oh, Tom, you got implants.
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Well, unfortunately, I did not.
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I got the thing that most of us, when we're younger, dread, dentures.
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Yeah, that word that says, can say, I'm not saying that it does say, that you're old and that you have bad teeth or the shame part of it, you didn't take good enough care of your teeth.
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That's why you're in the situation you're in.
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And it's never quite that cut and dry.
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There's multiple things that play into it.
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And yes, part of it is my fault and I actually own up to that.
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But yeah, that dreaded thing.
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And they're not whole dentures, they're partial dentures too.
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It's basically my two teeth and one of the side teeth that had to be replaced.
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And so you hear a little lisp and my struggle because I have those partial dentures in and two days ago, it was a lot worse.
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And we're just gonna take a side note.
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This morning, Adrian and I had a interesting conversation because I have been struggling with my speech a little bit since I've had this and getting used to it.
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And she's like, well, when we get home, which is about a month from now, she says we should look into a speech therapist.
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And I said, why?
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She said, well, just to help you.
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And I said, I won't need it.
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And she looked at me and she's like, you're right.
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Because I am living in the best reality now.
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I even remember this morning, I struggled more than I am now.
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And I even remember now that I struggled speaking, but I don't.
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And already it's improving and already my speech is getting better.
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And I know that you can still hear it, but I remember when it was really bad.
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And I even remember when it was slightly bad.
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Do you get what I'm saying here?
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We have to put these principles into practice.
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And right now I am putting them into practice.
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And I'll tell you, my trauma response and my response since then, as you might imagine, it's a little challenging living in the best reality now.
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But as I am, I'm realizing when I remember struggling, speaking and adapting to this, the satisfaction of now when I'm not struggling and the satisfaction of overcoming that.
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And now having before having two front teeth that I worried if I ate something, I would lose them right there.
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Like I steered away from corn on the cob.
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I steered away from eating an apple because I felt like I would leave my two front teeth in that apple.
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And now I'm living in the best moment now, even though I've had teeth pulled and I've had like some real impact on my teeth through other dental work and preparing for crowns and such, I'm able to eat way more stuff than I was before.
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I am living in the best moment, the best reality, the beauty of even being able to podcast.
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I had this done Thursday, like major stuff Thursday, three days afterwards with hardly any impediments.
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And you're like, well, Tom, I hear some, I know you do, but they're going away even as we speak.
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It is amazing.
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And so we're gonna talk about the ego and I'll tell you, I don't even know a year ago if I could have done this, if I could have even talked about it, I would have been embarrassed.
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I would have felt shame.
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I would have felt guilt.
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I would have felt all kinds of things around this a year ago and part of this, as many of you know, is going through this cancer journey with Adrian.
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And both of us have grown so much and I have really, through the help of Caitlin, I've talked about our therapist and how she's helped us broach some tough subjects and the healing and identity and the grounding that I've got during that season allows me now to tell you about what would potentially be a very embarrassing problem and my occasional like slurry words and stuff.
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I wouldn't want you to hear those.
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I wouldn't especially want them recorded and forever on the internet, that is evidence.
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And you have these things in your life too that the hard work is being done.
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The ego, and I would probably refer, because the ego means so many things now in our modern vernacular, it means like everything bad, the narcissism, the over-inflated self, all that.
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But I kind of, I'm not a huge Freud fan, but I like how he talked about the super ego.
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And I think it's the super ego because we need ego.
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And when we put the super ego to rest, those things, narcissism, those self-inflated things, the things that grow out of wounding, out of dysfunction, the things that we need that are protecting us, but they're also preventing us from getting to that really great life.
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We can lay those to rest so we can really get into the great life.
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That is the amazing moment.
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The amazing moment is we can lay the super ego down, the wounds, the dysfunction, the things that we've learned to protect ourselves in a not great way, when we can lay those down and we can access peace and we can access humility, that is when the amazing great life moments happen.
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And that's what we want.
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So let's talk about the healthy part of the ego.
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And you need your ego.
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You need your ego for a couple of reasons.
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It gives you a sense of identity.
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You have to know who you are, because if you don't, then who are you?
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You're nobody, you're everything, you're something, you're kind of, you know what I mean?
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You have to have a sense of ego.
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You have to know who you are and you have to have an accurate assessment of who you are.
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And we do that and we're able to do that when we lay the rest of the super ego, the woundings, the dysfunction, all that stuff, we can have an accurate view of who we are, what we're good at, maybe what we need to work on, what our challenges are, you know, what our really supernatural, amazing talents are and rejoice in those and rest in those and move in those.
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We also need our ego because it provides us with stability.
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We need to be grounded.
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We need a stable life.
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And without a sense of identity, without a sense of purpose, without that, our stability, we're all over the place.
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We have no stability.
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And without any stability, we're falling down, we're crashing into things, we're going the wrong direction.
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And so there are parts of the ego.
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We're not talking the super, you're not talking the dysfunction and the woundedness and even possibly generational sins that can play into that.
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We're talking about that which gives you genuine identity.
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And I think the best way, and I'm preaching a little bit in this episode because I got my best identity through Yeshua HaMashiach and I'll tell you how I got it.
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And I've told you before, but when I failed at everything and in a quiet moment, God said, Yeshua, Jesus said to me, Yeshua HaMashiach, I like that name better because it's actually his name and it's actually a description of what he does, spoke to me and said, I love you.
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And I said, how?
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And he's like, I love you, I love you.
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I'm like, what about this and what about that?
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My shortcomings that came as a woundedness and dysfunction, things I did to satisfy needs that were dysfunctional and not right and yeah, hurtful to people around me, hurtful to myself.
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And you don't have to agree with this.
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These are my words.
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The creator of the universe said to me, I see all that and I still love you.
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That's when my identity happened.
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Me, Tom Baldwin, faults, wars, everything is love.
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And you don't have to necessarily go to the place I did, but you have to get to the place where you can look at everything.
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You can look at the negative and it's really easy to do that because we're good at focusing on the negative.
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The hard part for us is to see the good because we look at the negative, it's all we see it like colors are screened red.
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And it's hard to see the yellows, the brightness, the whites, the goodness that's in there.
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We didn't take those all and we need to say, this is who I am.
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I choose to submit it all.
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And for me, that was to get to Ahamkshaya.
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You can submit it to the universe, you can do what you need to do and hear those words that you are loved.
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And then the thing you need to do is when you're looking at all that negative stuff is to own up to it.
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So we're moving into how to kind of displace the super ego.
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This is the ego that we don't want.
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And as we displace the super ego, the places of our woundedness, the places of our hurts, that thing that keeps us from peace and peace is the pathway to everything.
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Peace, when we have peace, then we can start to find the gratitude and we can find it without peace, but peace is really helpful.
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And I would argue that it is really difficult to find gratitude, but they work together.
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When you find gratitude, you find peace.
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And I believe when you find peace, you find gratitude.
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But when you find healing, you find peace and gratitude.
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When you're healed from that woundedness, from that dysfunctional way of thinking, living, talking, speaking, when you find healing for that, peace and gratitude show up.
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They are the byproduct of healing.
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When you get healed, peace and gratitude come.
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And so the desire is to realize we have to get over our fear because when we let go of the things that have protected us, like our pride, our arrogance, our inability to be wrong, always needing to be right, how that has protected us from criticism and because we're a little fragile in there and these things have protected us and kept us safe during this season.
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So they are really important, but what's more important is to find the greater path, the path of humility, the path of authenticity, the path of genuineness.
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That is the path that has peace and that has the path that has your best reality now.
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And your best reality now starts with the healing.
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You don't have to do it all at once.
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The best reality, part of the best reality is going through the process of healing.
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It's amazing, it's transformative.
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You see your life, you see you.
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When you look in the mirror and you hear yourself interact, when you're in that metacognition space, you're like dude or dudette, whatever you may be.
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You're amazing.
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This transformation is amazing.
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This moment is so sweet.
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I see the manifestation, the reality of your healing right there as you lay down control.
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You no longer fear the future and situation so much that you have to control them.
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You've got healing and you can let go and you can just let the universe bring you the best reality now because you no longer fear the moment.
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You no longer fear the situation.
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The awkward moment becomes a beautiful moment.
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You are living in a place of just amazing manifestation of the best reality now.
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One of the things Adrienne and I talked about at lunch today was saying the word hard and that's hard and that's hard and replacing it with a different wording and like, well, that's unfamiliar.
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Instead of that's hard, that's unfamiliar.
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You haven't been here, you haven't experienced in that.
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And I often use the word challenging.
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Well, that's challenging and it's similar to hard but what I like about challenging is that a challenge is something that I can overcome and the byproduct of overcoming a challenge is satisfaction.
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And one of the best moments now that you can feel is the satisfaction of making it through a challenge.
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You can't have satisfaction without a challenge.
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The challenge brings the satisfaction.
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And so when we look, we don't want an easy life, we want a life full of meaning and purpose.
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And when there are challenges, that is the best moment now because after overcoming the challenge or even failing, maybe it is really challenging and you failed, you get the opportunity and the benefit of feeling perseverance.
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You're like, ah, Tom, it just feels like you're justifying everything.
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I'm not justifying everything, I'm giving you a perspective that is gold and it's gonna help you live the best reality now because things that you once viewed as negative become like emotional opium.
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You see perseverance as something that is long and hard instead of seeing perseverance as something that is like so satisfying and filling, full of meaning and just endorphins and dopamines that are just lighting your brain up as you overcome the challenge and get the sweetness on the other side.
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Or if you don't quite make it, you get to try again and get the perseverance.
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But remember, you're in peace and you're in gratitude.
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You are gonna be manifesting the best moment now.
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You're like, I don't wanna persevere like the guy that was pushing the boulder up the hill that almost gets to the top and it comes down.
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No, that is not you.
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That is a fable.
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That is not a truth.
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That is something that has been programmed into this reality to discourage you and hold up.
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You need to access your divine nature to put lies and myths like that behind you.
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And there are so many out there.
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Murphy's law is one of them.
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But myths and fables and TV shows where it's always the negative outcome and it's like you put effort in but you never succeed.
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That is not the life you're built for.
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You are divine, you're supernatural, and you were designed to be supernatural.
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What is supernatural?
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Supernatural, let's just use words, amazing, fantastic, incredible.
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Okay, the guy pushing the boulder up the hill that rolls back on him.
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And I wish I could remember his name.
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I want to call him Icarus, but Icarus is the one that made wings, the dad made wings for him out of wax and he disobeyed and flew too close to the sun and melted and died.
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And yeah, I'm trying to remember the guy that pushed the boulder up the hill, but I can't.
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But you are not that.
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You are a divine person.
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And whether you believe in Yeshua HaMashiach, I think you should.
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No, I'm not gonna should you.
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For me, it is amazing.
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And I find a lot of evidence and I find a lot of satisfaction.
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My experience has been the kingdom of heaven is such a rich quantum realm.
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It is that realm where our divine hardware connects with our best reality now.
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And we access things that we used to think of as miracles that become daily occurrences in commonplace.
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And we realize that drugs and medicine and crutches and loans are not things that were meant to be part of our current reality, that we were meant to use our divine hardware to be healthy, to be whole, to be stable, to be successful, to be generous.
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We were given divine hardware and it's buried down in there, but I'm helping you access it through someone, Yeshua HaMashiach, helping me access mine to share with you.
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I'm nothing amazing.
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I just, I love Yeshua HaMashiach.
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I love the Father.
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I love the Holy Ghost.
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And they're amazing.
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And they're giving me access to their divine quantum realm, which if you really read the scriptures, you'll see that it's in there.
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That they want you to have access at.
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Yeshua HaMashiach even at one point said, you'll do greater things to me.
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And he's went down in history as being absolutely amazing.
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And he calls us, he says the truth that's in us.
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And my whole life, I've read that scripture and I've believed it and I've embraced it.
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And I believe it's led me to this point.
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And this point is that divine hardware, that field and our divine hardware, our antenna, our receiver to interact with that is being awakened in you and in me.
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And we're accessing things and we're moving out.
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We really do live in a matrix, a matrix that has told us that our staple is, yeah, buying energy from someone selling it, buying healing and health from someone that's selling it, buying shelter from someone that's selling it instead of accessing our divine tools to make provisions for health, to make provision for finances, stability, shelter, relationships.
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Do we really need dating apps to find someone?
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It seems like these days we do, but I believe it's because the divine hardware through our woundedness, through our dysfunction, through our bad habits, through the programming that happens on the TV, the news, the radio, that it takes our divine hardware and just piles dirt and scum on it so we don't even know it's there.
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We can't see it anymore.
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We can't feel the vibrations of it anymore because there's so much dirt, dysfunction, woundedness, programming on top of it.
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And so we have to start embracing the healing, like going, asking ourselves, I've talked so much about quiet time, asking ourselves questions, even questions like, you can ask it right now, where am I wounded?
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Bam, something popped into your head right now.
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Dig into it, that image, that word, that memory that popped into your head.
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That's your starting place.
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And it will continue from there, finding the truth.
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The truth is that hatred, division is not the way.
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The way is loving and finding meaning and purpose.
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So the programming that tells us to scrape and to step on other people, to shove people out of the way to be successful, we have to embrace the truth that that is not the way, that our brothers and our sisters, they are our brothers and sisters, and we treat them with love and respect and we don't step on them.
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And we can earn money without creating products that are toxic to us and to the environment that we live in.
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We can make a living by doing honest, good things.
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There's so many lives out there.
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And in your life, we do this grassroots.
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We do this organically.
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We change one person at a time.
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As you change, you increase the divine resonance that happens, you join those of us that are resonating with meaning and purpose and wholeness and unity, seeking to bring about the kingdom of heaven as it is in us right now.
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Inside, it's awakening, it's healing, it's transforming us, transforming from glory to glory and transforming by the renewing of the mind.
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Hey, I'm just gonna take a little break here before I wrap up.
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My wife is coming in and I don't want to interrupt.
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Not sure where she's going, but she left for a minute.
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So well, not that I don't wanna do it when she's around because she's awesome and she would actually tell you how awesome and how brave I am going through all this dental stuff and even doing a podcast with the state I'm in now, which truthfully, is an awesome state.
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I remember when I struggled to speak and I remember when I was adapting to this.
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And you are experiencing my best reality now.
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So as we talk about the super ego, because we need ego, we need that place of stability, identity, and part of reinforcing your divine nature, that divine hardware that's in you is forgiving yourself for the shortcomings that you see.
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I'm just going through this one by one, saying, Tom, I forgive you for being angry and controlling with your wife, which I did, and my kids.
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I forgive you for filling the void with drinking too much, eating too much.
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I forgive myself.
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I love myself.
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As you forgive and love yourself, you are taking that divine antenna, you're unbearing it, and you are creating a resonant frequency that is resonating with that quantum field that you can access that best reality and things begin manifesting into your best reality now.
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You get more healing as you re-infer.
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Because in the scriptures, in the ones that I believe in, that God created us and he loved us enough that he sent Yeshua HaMashiach to make a way for us, to teach us, to give us instructions to access that kingdom of heaven.
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He doesn't like it when you bash on yourself.
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You are a wondrous creation, and he, I found, loves me more than I love myself, and I'm working to catch up with him of loving myself.
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And it just isn't an arrogant love.
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It is coming into a place where I can really get into who I am and live that life of meaning and purpose, which impacts others, which blesses me, blesses them, and blesses my father, my heavenly father, and my friend, Yeshua HaMashiach, and my comforter, the Holy Ghost.
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It is amazing, when we come in agreement with him, and I say this with all genuineness, I say this, I've been saying it around this community I'm in, that I'm awesome.
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And it bothers him, because there's some pseudo-Christianity here.
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And yeah, it offends, because, but that's really what my father tells me.
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He says that I'm awesome.
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I see my wife coming back here.
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Hey, honey, I'm doing a podcast.
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You wanna say anything about me on the podcast?
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We'll give her a moment to say some stuff about me.
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It doesn't matter, just you speak your mind.
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I speak my mind.
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That's, he doesn't know what he's in for.
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Just kidding.
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You got a minute.
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One minute?
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That's not enough.
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I love being here in San Carlos.
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I love getting out of the rut of our regular life.
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Highly recommend, like, whatever it takes to disrupt the patterns and the monotony of your days, do it.
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That's what I got.
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That's good.
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All right, I'm back.
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You guys had the privilege of hearing her awesomeness, and she has shared the first thing that's on her mind.
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And that was amazing.
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So we just wanted to get back to this ego.
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And one of the best things you can do, the easiest thing you can do is forgive yourself, love on yourself, love yourself.
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Forgive yourself for your shortcomings, and you need to do this continually.
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It is so important because we transform, but we tend to not do it all at once.
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And so you will make, oh, there it goes with the words, mistakes tend to be part of the transformation process.
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I hope that you're the outlier and there are not mistakes, but it's good practice to forgive ourselves.
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And so those mistakes really are sweetness because it really helps us realize that we are loved and we can love ourselves outside of our mistakes because we're being transformed.
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We're being changed.
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And it shows effort when we forgive ourselves that we're forgiving ourselves less than we did before because we're making less things that need to be forgiven.
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You're becoming a better person and you're loving yourself.
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And you don't just love yourself because you're becoming a better person.
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You just love yourself because that is the right thing to do.
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And in my case, there's a higher power that loves you, so don't insult him by not loving yourself.
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That's really an insult.
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It's like when my kids don't love themselves, it's an insult to me because they are my kids and I love them.
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And when they don't love themselves, even when they make mistakes, I want them to forgive themselves and love themselves.
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And it never changes what I think of them.
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And I always want the best for them.
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So love yourself, find out who you are, what's your purpose?
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I know part of my purpose is, and it encompasses a wide range, but I'm a father.
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I love being a father of my own kids.
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I love when other people come into my life that I can use that gifting on to encourage, to mentor them.
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Are you a father?
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Are you a mother?
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Are you an encourager, an exhorter, a teacher?
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You have a purpose.
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Find out what that is, identify it, and then reaffirm it in yourself.
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This is who I am.
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This is what I'm meant to do.
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This is what I'm gonna do.
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You ground yourself, you give yourself stability, and then you give yourself direction, which leads to meaning and purpose.
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And that is setting your ego into the place that it should be.
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Now, addressing your superego, it is those quiet moments.
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That's how you get to that place.
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And you can get to that place by accessing gratitude.
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Find those small things that you're grateful for.
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It gives you a place of peace.
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And then you can ask yourself, where are my wounds?
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What are my issues?
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Where is my dysfunction?
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And your body, your mind will respond.
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You'll get those random memories.
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And they're not random.
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I say that all the time.
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They are divinely inspired memories for freedom and wholeness.
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And they are like liquid gold or platinum or whatever the most valuable thing is.
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They are that in your life.
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They are the treasure map to the ultimate treasure, which is freedom.
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With freedom, when you're in peace, you are in that place of peace and gratitude, manifesting that best reality, those amazing things of meaning, purpose, wealth, riches, not in, well, you need physical money.
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It's all those things just come in to play, into reality.
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They enter the scene.
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And so the more healing we get, so just become your own like radical doctor chasing the sickness out of your psyche, out of your emotions, out of your learned behavior, out of your history, even generation.
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You can ask, are there generational dysfunctions, sins?
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All sin is, is missing the mark.
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You have somebody in generations past that missed the mark in such a big way that it impacted generations because there is a spiritual principle, that divine principle that does translate down to future generations.
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And you may have that, but it's not hidden from you as you access your divine hardware because there is an antenna in you as you are getting gratitude and peace.
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Your divine antenna is home to the frequency because you're aligning with the principles of the universe for healing and wholeness.
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And it's coming in and it wants to come in.
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It's making its way to you because you're creating a path for it.
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And as you create a path, it starts to flow in like a river and you're living an amazing reality, getting freedom, getting meaning and purpose, getting new ways of dealing with people, dealing with emotions, dealing with difficult situations, things that you have may said in the past, like your poison agreements that I'm just a bossy person.
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And all of a sudden you find out that you have so much grace for people and you don't need to boss them, that you inspire them to do their best work.
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And so you never have to boss them.
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You're experiencing things like that about yourself that you're like, oh, I'm just angry.
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And I've always been angry and said you're experiencing that you're so happy and you're not getting mad at situations that would normally get you mad.
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You're full of grace and mercy and compassion.
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And you're like, this is amazing.
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And you're like, best reality is happening now and you're healing.
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As we begin to bolster the healthy ego and lay aside, retire, because remember, we can be polite with our super ego because it has protected us.
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It has kept us alive.
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It has done its job.
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And we can just say thank you.
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You can leverage gratitude in every situation.
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And I've talked about this before, but it may be your first podcast and your only.
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I don't know.
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I hope not, but you do you.
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And I'll do me.
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And I love you.
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And I'm grateful that you're here at this moment.
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Best life now.
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As you retire your ego, thank it, grateful, because it has done an amazing job keeping you alive.
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And you're leveraging that gratitude and byproducts are peace, joy, bliss, satisfaction, new habits, new ways of dealing with things.
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You are just, you're everywhere experiencing bliss as this transformation happens.
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So exciting.
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So as we wrap up here, the ego finding stability, identity, and who you are.
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Love yourself, forgive yourself, find your purpose, bolster your purpose, reaffirm who you are.
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And as you put to rest the super ego by identifying places of dysfunction, places where you've been wounded and you may not even remember them, but they're accessible through your divine hardware that's resonating and the flow is happening and amazing things are coming to you as you resonate, as you use that divine hardware, as you unbury it, and it is allowed to resonate and vibrate and start the flow that cannot be stopped.
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And the healing that just continues and goes deeper and deeper.
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It goes multi-generational as you're healing multiple generations.
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Those of you that have kids, it's your healing backwards that's moving forward into future generations.
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And one of the interesting things that I talked about before, and I'll just mention here, and I mentioned to talk about it in the future, but Adrian put me on this, that you can actually go to a past traumatic event and you can rewrite it in the way that you would handle it now with your wisdom and your understanding.
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And as you go back and you address it in the past, in your memory, it heals you now in this present moment by rewriting it in the past.
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If that doesn't blow your mind and bless your socks off, wow, it should.
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Yeah, I shouldn't, yeah, I couldn't help it.
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I couldn't help it.
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My friends, you can do this.
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There are, it is, you've got it.
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You've got it, you can do this.
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And as you put the rest of that ego, wow, your focus into the best reality now is becoming clear.
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The clarity is happening even now.
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And so, yeah, I had an awesome week at the dentist with my partial dentures.
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Shout out to the world, Tom has partial dentures.
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That's all right, and I'm so grateful.
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I am so blessed.
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I am living my best reality now, and I have, if you follow me on Instagram, some great videos coming up about my trip here.
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Look for those, and hey, my friends, I love you, and I got you, I do, and you can do this.
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You've got this, you've got this.
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We'll talk to you later.
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Well, welcome all you amazing people out there.
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Hey, if I'm sounding a little different today, you're gonna find out why.
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It's not just because I'm in Mexico, but I've had some stuff done.
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And you're like, wow, Tom.
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But let's first give credit where credit is due.
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You are amazing.
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You're doing amazing.
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You are doing the hard work.
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And I'm so proud of you.
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And keep it up because it is totally worth it.
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Hey, we'll just get into it.
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And boy, last time I did this, I put a little echo on and it seemed to help with the clarity.
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And maybe some of you are being driven crazy by that.
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And if you are, I apologize, but I kind of liked it.
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So that's the way we're gonna do it.
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So appropriate today to do this podcast on this day on this subject.
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Today, we are gonna talk about the ego.
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We're gonna talk about the good and the bad and the ugly of the ego.
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And I am prepped and ready for that because this week I went to the dentist and I feel like I've done a lot of work on my ego and so I can actually get to this place where I can actually share authentically, honestly, with clarity and focus to you guys the work I had done.
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I have four teeth.
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Part of it is my fault.
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Part of it is genetics.
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My mom has not such great teeth.
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Also, my brother has not such great teeth.
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And when I was younger, I had braces on for way too long because my parents got divorced and divorce is a hard thing on everybody, including kids.
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Well, my braces stayed on, oh, about six years to a year.
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It was too long, so four plus six.
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You can do the math.
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Too long.
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Took a toll on my teeth.
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And during that time, there was a lot of instability, so my oral hygiene was not monitored and so I developed some bad habits.
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So this week, I had a bunch of dental work done as I've been having done.
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But part of that is, well, let me give you even more backstory.
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When I was in high school, I also got punched in the face and my two front teeth were loosened and the dentist at the time, or orthodontist at the time, said, hey, you can lose these teeth at any point in the future, no telling when, but they look good for now.
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And you're like, oh, that's great news.
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Well, long story short, this week, I lost two of my front teeth, a little traumatic.
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It's, you know, I, after I was sitting in the chair and I had work building up to this, getting rid of some teeth, filling some teeth, just getting work done here down in Mexico, which the dentist here is amazing, but I've had some time to prep because I knew this was gonna happen probably for about three weeks now.
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And getting my mind around it and, yeah, losing your two front teeth, at first I thought I was gonna lose them right away so I'd be down here in community without two front teeth and without any replacements.
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And I had prepped myself to be ready for that and you're like, wow, Tom, we're going deep into this ego thing.
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How could you even do that?
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I would hide inside the RV.
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And I don't know how.
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It's because I feel like God has honored me, Yeshua HaMashiach, my salvation.
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I feel like the originator of this quantum kingdom of heaven realm that we've been talking about and living in and accessing the principle has helped me broach some of these issues where I can actually go there and I wouldn't be embarrassed.
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I can live in community.
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I can even live in community with snide comments and such, but I didn't want to.
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And so we asked the dentist if there was a way that we could prolong that so I could have those teeth pulled when the other teeth were ready.
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And you're like, oh, Tom, you got implants.
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Well, unfortunately, I did not.
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I got the thing that most of us, when we're younger, dread, dentures.
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Yeah, that word that says, can say, I'm not saying that it does say, that you're old and that you have bad teeth or the shame part of it, you didn't take good enough care of your teeth.
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That's why you're in the situation you're in.
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And it's never quite that cut and dry.
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There's multiple things that play into it.
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And yes, part of it is my fault and I actually own up to that.
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But yeah, that dreaded thing.
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And they're not whole dentures, they're partial dentures too.
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It's basically my two teeth and one of the side teeth that had to be replaced.
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And so you hear a little lisp and my struggle because I have those partial dentures in and two days ago, it was a lot worse.
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And we're just gonna take a side note.
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This morning, Adrian and I had a interesting conversation because I have been struggling with my speech a little bit since I've had this and getting used to it.
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And she's like, well, when we get home, which is about a month from now, she says we should look into a speech therapist.
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And I said, why?
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She said, well, just to help you.
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And I said, I won't need it.
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And she looked at me and she's like, you're right.
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Because I am living in the best reality now.
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I even remember this morning, I struggled more than I am now.
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And I even remember now that I struggled speaking, but I don't.
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And already it's improving and already my speech is getting better.
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And I know that you can still hear it, but I remember when it was really bad.
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And I even remember when it was slightly bad.
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Do you get what I'm saying here?
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We have to put these principles into practice.
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And right now I am putting them into practice.
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And I'll tell you, my trauma response and my response since then, as you might imagine, it's a little challenging living in the best reality now.
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But as I am, I'm realizing when I remember struggling, speaking and adapting to this, the satisfaction of now when I'm not struggling and the satisfaction of overcoming that.
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And now having before having two front teeth that I worried if I ate something, I would lose them right there.
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Like I steered away from corn on the cob.
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I steered away from eating an apple because I felt like I would leave my two front teeth in that apple.
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And now I'm living in the best moment now, even though I've had teeth pulled and I've had like some real impact on my teeth through other dental work and preparing for crowns and such, I'm able to eat way more stuff than I was before.
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I am living in the best moment, the best reality, the beauty of even being able to podcast.
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I had this done Thursday, like major stuff Thursday, three days afterwards with hardly any impediments.
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And you're like, well, Tom, I hear some, I know you do, but they're going away even as we speak.
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It is amazing.
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And so we're gonna talk about the ego and I'll tell you, I don't even know a year ago if I could have done this, if I could have even talked about it, I would have been embarrassed.
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I would have felt shame.
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I would have felt guilt.
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I would have felt all kinds of things around this a year ago and part of this, as many of you know, is going through this cancer journey with Adrian.
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And both of us have grown so much and I have really, through the help of Caitlin, I've talked about our therapist and how she's helped us broach some tough subjects and the healing and identity and the grounding that I've got during that season allows me now to tell you about what would potentially be a very embarrassing problem and my occasional like slurry words and stuff.
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I wouldn't want you to hear those.
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I wouldn't especially want them recorded and forever on the internet, that is evidence.
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And you have these things in your life too that the hard work is being done.
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The ego, and I would probably refer, because the ego means so many things now in our modern vernacular, it means like everything bad, the narcissism, the over-inflated self, all that.
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But I kind of, I'm not a huge Freud fan, but I like how he talked about the super ego.
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And I think it's the super ego because we need ego.
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And when we put the super ego to rest, those things, narcissism, those self-inflated things, the things that grow out of wounding, out of dysfunction, the things that we need that are protecting us, but they're also preventing us from getting to that really great life.
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We can lay those to rest so we can really get into the great life.
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That is the amazing moment.
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The amazing moment is we can lay the super ego down, the wounds, the dysfunction, the things that we've learned to protect ourselves in a not great way, when we can lay those down and we can access peace and we can access humility, that is when the amazing great life moments happen.
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And that's what we want.
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So let's talk about the healthy part of the ego.
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And you need your ego.
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You need your ego for a couple of reasons.
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It gives you a sense of identity.
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You have to know who you are, because if you don't, then who are you?
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You're nobody, you're everything, you're something, you're kind of, you know what I mean?
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You have to have a sense of ego.
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You have to know who you are and you have to have an accurate assessment of who you are.
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And we do that and we're able to do that when we lay the rest of the super ego, the woundings, the dysfunction, all that stuff, we can have an accurate view of who we are, what we're good at, maybe what we need to work on, what our challenges are, you know, what our really supernatural, amazing talents are and rejoice in those and rest in those and move in those.
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We also need our ego because it provides us with stability.
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We need to be grounded.
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We need a stable life.
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And without a sense of identity, without a sense of purpose, without that, our stability, we're all over the place.
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We have no stability.
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And without any stability, we're falling down, we're crashing into things, we're going the wrong direction.
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And so there are parts of the ego.
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We're not talking the super, you're not talking the dysfunction and the woundedness and even possibly generational sins that can play into that.
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We're talking about that which gives you genuine identity.
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And I think the best way, and I'm preaching a little bit in this episode because I got my best identity through Yeshua HaMashiach and I'll tell you how I got it.
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And I've told you before, but when I failed at everything and in a quiet moment, God said, Yeshua, Jesus said to me, Yeshua HaMashiach, I like that name better because it's actually his name and it's actually a description of what he does, spoke to me and said, I love you.
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And I said, how?
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And he's like, I love you, I love you.
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I'm like, what about this and what about that?
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My shortcomings that came as a woundedness and dysfunction, things I did to satisfy needs that were dysfunctional and not right and yeah, hurtful to people around me, hurtful to myself.
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And you don't have to agree with this.
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These are my words.
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The creator of the universe said to me, I see all that and I still love you.
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That's when my identity happened.
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Me, Tom Baldwin, faults, wars, everything is love.
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And you don't have to necessarily go to the place I did, but you have to get to the place where you can look at everything.
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You can look at the negative and it's really easy to do that because we're good at focusing on the negative.
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The hard part for us is to see the good because we look at the negative, it's all we see it like colors are screened red.
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And it's hard to see the yellows, the brightness, the whites, the goodness that's in there.
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We didn't take those all and we need to say, this is who I am.
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I choose to submit it all.
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And for me, that was to get to Ahamkshaya.
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You can submit it to the universe, you can do what you need to do and hear those words that you are loved.
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And then the thing you need to do is when you're looking at all that negative stuff is to own up to it.
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So we're moving into how to kind of displace the super ego.
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This is the ego that we don't want.
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And as we displace the super ego, the places of our woundedness, the places of our hurts, that thing that keeps us from peace and peace is the pathway to everything.
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Peace, when we have peace, then we can start to find the gratitude and we can find it without peace, but peace is really helpful.
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And I would argue that it is really difficult to find gratitude, but they work together.
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When you find gratitude, you find peace.
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And I believe when you find peace, you find gratitude.
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But when you find healing, you find peace and gratitude.
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When you're healed from that woundedness, from that dysfunctional way of thinking, living, talking, speaking, when you find healing for that, peace and gratitude show up.
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They are the byproduct of healing.
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When you get healed, peace and gratitude come.
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And so the desire is to realize we have to get over our fear because when we let go of the things that have protected us, like our pride, our arrogance, our inability to be wrong, always needing to be right, how that has protected us from criticism and because we're a little fragile in there and these things have protected us and kept us safe during this season.
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So they are really important, but what's more important is to find the greater path, the path of humility, the path of authenticity, the path of genuineness.
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That is the path that has peace and that has the path that has your best reality now.
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And your best reality now starts with the healing.
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You don't have to do it all at once.
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The best reality, part of the best reality is going through the process of healing.
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It's amazing, it's transformative.
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You see your life, you see you.
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When you look in the mirror and you hear yourself interact, when you're in that metacognition space, you're like dude or dudette, whatever you may be.
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You're amazing.
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This transformation is amazing.
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This moment is so sweet.
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I see the manifestation, the reality of your healing right there as you lay down control.
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You no longer fear the future and situation so much that you have to control them.
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You've got healing and you can let go and you can just let the universe bring you the best reality now because you no longer fear the moment.
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You no longer fear the situation.
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The awkward moment becomes a beautiful moment.
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You are living in a place of just amazing manifestation of the best reality now.
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One of the things Adrienne and I talked about at lunch today was saying the word hard and that's hard and that's hard and replacing it with a different wording and like, well, that's unfamiliar.
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Instead of that's hard, that's unfamiliar.
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You haven't been here, you haven't experienced in that.
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And I often use the word challenging.
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Well, that's challenging and it's similar to hard but what I like about challenging is that a challenge is something that I can overcome and the byproduct of overcoming a challenge is satisfaction.
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And one of the best moments now that you can feel is the satisfaction of making it through a challenge.
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You can't have satisfaction without a challenge.
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The challenge brings the satisfaction.
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And so when we look, we don't want an easy life, we want a life full of meaning and purpose.
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And when there are challenges, that is the best moment now because after overcoming the challenge or even failing, maybe it is really challenging and you failed, you get the opportunity and the benefit of feeling perseverance.
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You're like, ah, Tom, it just feels like you're justifying everything.
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I'm not justifying everything, I'm giving you a perspective that is gold and it's gonna help you live the best reality now because things that you once viewed as negative become like emotional opium.
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You see perseverance as something that is long and hard instead of seeing perseverance as something that is like so satisfying and filling, full of meaning and just endorphins and dopamines that are just lighting your brain up as you overcome the challenge and get the sweetness on the other side.
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Or if you don't quite make it, you get to try again and get the perseverance.
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But remember, you're in peace and you're in gratitude.
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You are gonna be manifesting the best moment now.
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You're like, I don't wanna persevere like the guy that was pushing the boulder up the hill that almost gets to the top and it comes down.
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No, that is not you.
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That is a fable.
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That is not a truth.
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That is something that has been programmed into this reality to discourage you and hold up.
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You need to access your divine nature to put lies and myths like that behind you.
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And there are so many out there.
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Murphy's law is one of them.
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But myths and fables and TV shows where it's always the negative outcome and it's like you put effort in but you never succeed.
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That is not the life you're built for.
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You are divine, you're supernatural, and you were designed to be supernatural.
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What is supernatural?
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Supernatural, let's just use words, amazing, fantastic, incredible.
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Okay, the guy pushing the boulder up the hill that rolls back on him.
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And I wish I could remember his name.
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I want to call him Icarus, but Icarus is the one that made wings, the dad made wings for him out of wax and he disobeyed and flew too close to the sun and melted and died.
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And yeah, I'm trying to remember the guy that pushed the boulder up the hill, but I can't.
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But you are not that.
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You are a divine person.
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And whether you believe in Yeshua HaMashiach, I think you should.
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No, I'm not gonna should you.
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For me, it is amazing.
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And I find a lot of evidence and I find a lot of satisfaction.
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My experience has been the kingdom of heaven is such a rich quantum realm.
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It is that realm where our divine hardware connects with our best reality now.
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And we access things that we used to think of as miracles that become daily occurrences in commonplace.
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And we realize that drugs and medicine and crutches and loans are not things that were meant to be part of our current reality, that we were meant to use our divine hardware to be healthy, to be whole, to be stable, to be successful, to be generous.
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We were given divine hardware and it's buried down in there, but I'm helping you access it through someone, Yeshua HaMashiach, helping me access mine to share with you.
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I'm nothing amazing.
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I just, I love Yeshua HaMashiach.
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I love the Father.
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I love the Holy Ghost.
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And they're amazing.
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And they're giving me access to their divine quantum realm, which if you really read the scriptures, you'll see that it's in there.
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That they want you to have access at.
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Yeshua HaMashiach even at one point said, you'll do greater things to me.
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And he's went down in history as being absolutely amazing.
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And he calls us, he says the truth that's in us.
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And my whole life, I've read that scripture and I've believed it and I've embraced it.
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And I believe it's led me to this point.
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And this point is that divine hardware, that field and our divine hardware, our antenna, our receiver to interact with that is being awakened in you and in me.
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And we're accessing things and we're moving out.
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We really do live in a matrix, a matrix that has told us that our staple is, yeah, buying energy from someone selling it, buying healing and health from someone that's selling it, buying shelter from someone that's selling it instead of accessing our divine tools to make provisions for health, to make provision for finances, stability, shelter, relationships.
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Do we really need dating apps to find someone?
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It seems like these days we do, but I believe it's because the divine hardware through our woundedness, through our dysfunction, through our bad habits, through the programming that happens on the TV, the news, the radio, that it takes our divine hardware and just piles dirt and scum on it so we don't even know it's there.
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We can't see it anymore.
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We can't feel the vibrations of it anymore because there's so much dirt, dysfunction, woundedness, programming on top of it.
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And so we have to start embracing the healing, like going, asking ourselves, I've talked so much about quiet time, asking ourselves questions, even questions like, you can ask it right now, where am I wounded?
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Bam, something popped into your head right now.
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Dig into it, that image, that word, that memory that popped into your head.
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That's your starting place.
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And it will continue from there, finding the truth.
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The truth is that hatred, division is not the way.
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The way is loving and finding meaning and purpose.
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So the programming that tells us to scrape and to step on other people, to shove people out of the way to be successful, we have to embrace the truth that that is not the way, that our brothers and our sisters, they are our brothers and sisters, and we treat them with love and respect and we don't step on them.
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And we can earn money without creating products that are toxic to us and to the environment that we live in.
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We can make a living by doing honest, good things.
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There's so many lives out there.
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And in your life, we do this grassroots.
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We do this organically.
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We change one person at a time.
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As you change, you increase the divine resonance that happens, you join those of us that are resonating with meaning and purpose and wholeness and unity, seeking to bring about the kingdom of heaven as it is in us right now.
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Inside, it's awakening, it's healing, it's transforming us, transforming from glory to glory and transforming by the renewing of the mind.
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Hey, I'm just gonna take a little break here before I wrap up.
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My wife is coming in and I don't want to interrupt.
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Not sure where she's going, but she left for a minute.
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So well, not that I don't wanna do it when she's around because she's awesome and she would actually tell you how awesome and how brave I am going through all this dental stuff and even doing a podcast with the state I'm in now, which truthfully, is an awesome state.
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I remember when I struggled to speak and I remember when I was adapting to this.
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And you are experiencing my best reality now.
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So as we talk about the super ego, because we need ego, we need that place of stability, identity, and part of reinforcing your divine nature, that divine hardware that's in you is forgiving yourself for the shortcomings that you see.
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I'm just going through this one by one, saying, Tom, I forgive you for being angry and controlling with your wife, which I did, and my kids.
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I forgive you for filling the void with drinking too much, eating too much.
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I forgive myself.
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I love myself.
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As you forgive and love yourself, you are taking that divine antenna, you're unbearing it, and you are creating a resonant frequency that is resonating with that quantum field that you can access that best reality and things begin manifesting into your best reality now.
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You get more healing as you re-infer.
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Because in the scriptures, in the ones that I believe in, that God created us and he loved us enough that he sent Yeshua HaMashiach to make a way for us, to teach us, to give us instructions to access that kingdom of heaven.
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He doesn't like it when you bash on yourself.
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You are a wondrous creation, and he, I found, loves me more than I love myself, and I'm working to catch up with him of loving myself.
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And it just isn't an arrogant love.
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It is coming into a place where I can really get into who I am and live that life of meaning and purpose, which impacts others, which blesses me, blesses them, and blesses my father, my heavenly father, and my friend, Yeshua HaMashiach, and my comforter, the Holy Ghost.
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It is amazing, when we come in agreement with him, and I say this with all genuineness, I say this, I've been saying it around this community I'm in, that I'm awesome.
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And it bothers him, because there's some pseudo-Christianity here.
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And yeah, it offends, because, but that's really what my father tells me.
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He says that I'm awesome.
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I see my wife coming back here.
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Hey, honey, I'm doing a podcast.
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You wanna say anything about me on the podcast?
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We'll give her a moment to say some stuff about me.
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It doesn't matter, just you speak your mind.
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I speak my mind.
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That's, he doesn't know what he's in for.
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Just kidding.
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You got a minute.
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One minute?
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That's not enough.
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I love being here in San Carlos.
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I love getting out of the rut of our regular life.
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Highly recommend, like, whatever it takes to disrupt the patterns and the monotony of your days, do it.
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That's what I got.
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That's good.
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All right, I'm back.
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You guys had the privilege of hearing her awesomeness, and she has shared the first thing that's on her mind.
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And that was amazing.
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So we just wanted to get back to this ego.
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And one of the best things you can do, the easiest thing you can do is forgive yourself, love on yourself, love yourself.
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Forgive yourself for your shortcomings, and you need to do this continually.
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It is so important because we transform, but we tend to not do it all at once.
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And so you will make, oh, there it goes with the words, mistakes tend to be part of the transformation process.
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I hope that you're the outlier and there are not mistakes, but it's good practice to forgive ourselves.
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And so those mistakes really are sweetness because it really helps us realize that we are loved and we can love ourselves outside of our mistakes because we're being transformed.
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We're being changed.
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And it shows effort when we forgive ourselves that we're forgiving ourselves less than we did before because we're making less things that need to be forgiven.
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You're becoming a better person and you're loving yourself.
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And you don't just love yourself because you're becoming a better person.
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You just love yourself because that is the right thing to do.
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And in my case, there's a higher power that loves you, so don't insult him by not loving yourself.
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That's really an insult.
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It's like when my kids don't love themselves, it's an insult to me because they are my kids and I love them.
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And when they don't love themselves, even when they make mistakes, I want them to forgive themselves and love themselves.
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And it never changes what I think of them.
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And I always want the best for them.
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So love yourself, find out who you are, what's your purpose?
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I know part of my purpose is, and it encompasses a wide range, but I'm a father.
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I love being a father of my own kids.
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I love when other people come into my life that I can use that gifting on to encourage, to mentor them.
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Are you a father?
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Are you a mother?
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Are you an encourager, an exhorter, a teacher?
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You have a purpose.
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Find out what that is, identify it, and then reaffirm it in yourself.
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This is who I am.
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This is what I'm meant to do.
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This is what I'm gonna do.
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You ground yourself, you give yourself stability, and then you give yourself direction, which leads to meaning and purpose.
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And that is setting your ego into the place that it should be.
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Now, addressing your superego, it is those quiet moments.
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That's how you get to that place.
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And you can get to that place by accessing gratitude.
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Find those small things that you're grateful for.
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It gives you a place of peace.
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And then you can ask yourself, where are my wounds?
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What are my issues?
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Where is my dysfunction?
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And your body, your mind will respond.
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You'll get those random memories.
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And they're not random.
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I say that all the time.
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They are divinely inspired memories for freedom and wholeness.
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And they are like liquid gold or platinum or whatever the most valuable thing is.
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They are that in your life.
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They are the treasure map to the ultimate treasure, which is freedom.
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With freedom, when you're in peace, you are in that place of peace and gratitude, manifesting that best reality, those amazing things of meaning, purpose, wealth, riches, not in, well, you need physical money.
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It's all those things just come in to play, into reality.
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They enter the scene.
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And so the more healing we get, so just become your own like radical doctor chasing the sickness out of your psyche, out of your emotions, out of your learned behavior, out of your history, even generation.
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You can ask, are there generational dysfunctions, sins?
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All sin is, is missing the mark.
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You have somebody in generations past that missed the mark in such a big way that it impacted generations because there is a spiritual principle, that divine principle that does translate down to future generations.
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And you may have that, but it's not hidden from you as you access your divine hardware because there is an antenna in you as you are getting gratitude and peace.
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Your divine antenna is home to the frequency because you're aligning with the principles of the universe for healing and wholeness.
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And it's coming in and it wants to come in.
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It's making its way to you because you're creating a path for it.
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And as you create a path, it starts to flow in like a river and you're living an amazing reality, getting freedom, getting meaning and purpose, getting new ways of dealing with people, dealing with emotions, dealing with difficult situations, things that you have may said in the past, like your poison agreements that I'm just a bossy person.
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And all of a sudden you find out that you have so much grace for people and you don't need to boss them, that you inspire them to do their best work.
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And so you never have to boss them.
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You're experiencing things like that about yourself that you're like, oh, I'm just angry.
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And I've always been angry and said you're experiencing that you're so happy and you're not getting mad at situations that would normally get you mad.
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You're full of grace and mercy and compassion.
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And you're like, this is amazing.
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And you're like, best reality is happening now and you're healing.
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As we begin to bolster the healthy ego and lay aside, retire, because remember, we can be polite with our super ego because it has protected us.
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It has kept us alive.
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It has done its job.
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And we can just say thank you.
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You can leverage gratitude in every situation.
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And I've talked about this before, but it may be your first podcast and your only.
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I don't know.
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I hope not, but you do you.
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And I'll do me.
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And I love you.
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And I'm grateful that you're here at this moment.
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Best life now.
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As you retire your ego, thank it, grateful, because it has done an amazing job keeping you alive.
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And you're leveraging that gratitude and byproducts are peace, joy, bliss, satisfaction, new habits, new ways of dealing with things.
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You are just, you're everywhere experiencing bliss as this transformation happens.
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So exciting.
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So as we wrap up here, the ego finding stability, identity, and who you are.
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Love yourself, forgive yourself, find your purpose, bolster your purpose, reaffirm who you are.
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And as you put to rest the super ego by identifying places of dysfunction, places where you've been wounded and you may not even remember them, but they're accessible through your divine hardware that's resonating and the flow is happening and amazing things are coming to you as you resonate, as you use that divine hardware, as you unbury it, and it is allowed to resonate and vibrate and start the flow that cannot be stopped.
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And the healing that just continues and goes deeper and deeper.
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It goes multi-generational as you're healing multiple generations.
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Those of you that have kids, it's your healing backwards that's moving forward into future generations.
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And one of the interesting things that I talked about before, and I'll just mention here, and I mentioned to talk about it in the future, but Adrian put me on this, that you can actually go to a past traumatic event and you can rewrite it in the way that you would handle it now with your wisdom and your understanding.
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And as you go back and you address it in the past, in your memory, it heals you now in this present moment by rewriting it in the past.
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If that doesn't blow your mind and bless your socks off, wow, it should.
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Yeah, I shouldn't, yeah, I couldn't help it.
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I couldn't help it.
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My friends, you can do this.
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There are, it is, you've got it.
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You've got it, you can do this.
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And as you put the rest of that ego, wow, your focus into the best reality now is becoming clear.
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The clarity is happening even now.
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And so, yeah, I had an awesome week at the dentist with my partial dentures.
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Shout out to the world, Tom has partial dentures.
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That's all right, and I'm so grateful.
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I am so blessed.
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I am living my best reality now, and I have, if you follow me on Instagram, some great videos coming up about my trip here.
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Look for those, and hey, my friends, I love you, and I got you, I do, and you can do this.
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You've got this, you've got this.
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We'll talk to you later.
